happie 24th..

thanks to many of u who have wished me a happie birthday.. unfortunately i have taken ill on my birthday itself.. haha.. doc didnt really diagnose wats caused my gastric problem.. but didnt rule out the possibility of too much alchohol on sat nite =P

well. i started off sat with at least 2 full glasses of red wine.. then went to derrick’s house for another session of wine drinking.. hee.. i was having a headache since earlier that day.. but i wasnt able to take any painkillers due to the alcohol in me.. hai.. just gotta endure..

we finally made or way to le chamauex.. opened a bottle of chivas.. there were no other customers around.. it was like we booked the whole place to ourselves.. gera and bryan joined us as well.. haha.. we all had few rounds of drinks.. the guys played their cards and games of pool.. took quite a number of photos..then we all left for devils bar..

over there.. i drank a few sips of beer and jack daniels in neat.. wow.. i wasnt really feeling too good.. everything seemed to be in a flash .. but i remembered derrick accidentally spilled the barrel of beer over the table .. ( and over gera’s head) haha..

after having enuff fun.. we finally left.. a few of us went to mr beans for supper..i remembered that the prawn fritters were really good.. however.. it was all wasted on me.. cos after i reached alan’s place i puked everything out.. and that was just the beginning..

i puked a total of 3 times the next day.. and i just puked again this morning.. on my bday itself.. i went to the doc.. took a jab.. and while waiting for my medicine.. i sort of fainted.. and was rushed back into the doc’s room.. haha.. think i shocked most nurses there.. doc said it wasnt gastric flu.. hai.. duno whats ailing me.. i guess it was really a memorable bday.. having to puked 4 times.. not being able to eat well.. sleep well.. and even walk without pain in the gastric.. ouch..!!

despite my drowsiness on mon.. and many msgs that came in while im zz.. hee.. i still gotta count my blessings that many ppl did take the effort to send a simple sms..

most punctual greeting: wx..

frens who always remembers: wenyan.. xan.. chengyu.. law.. thiam.. levan.. beeks.. SH.. michelle (and sam).. sheena.. lijie.. jx..

most shocking greetings: an AIA insurance agent who surveyed me at MRT station… and the mgt from McDonald’s.. 

most surprising greetings: robin.. siangping.. lizhen.. peng and peter..shufen..and dot( all the way from aust!)

i may have missed out some lah.. mailbox was full at a pt of time.. gotta thank joleen and derrick for their pretty gift as well..

and to mr alan.. my 2nd bday with u without a cake haha.. nontheless still so enjoyable and memorable.. must really thank u for being so patient taking care of me when im pretty sick these 2 days.. shall feast after im done with my gastric problem..

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for rachel..

i had a really weird dream the other day.. dreamt of a fren whom i have not seen for the longest time.. i remembered i was wondering why i wasnt able to bump into her.. then boooom!! i dreamt that i bumped into that very same nite..

it was weird becos… she is an indian chinese.. although she looked very inch an indian.. she’s a little plump with very dark complexion (btw im not saying every indian is plump and dark.. im not a racist) .. however in my dream.. she looked very different from how i remembered her..

in my dream.. i was walking passed a carpark where i noticed someone who looked like her.. this gal caught me looking at her.. and quickly hid behind her ultra fat fren.. it was then.. that i figured out that it must be my fren.. rachel david.. since she is still avoiding me till this day..

i was on the phone.. so i briskly walked passed the carpark… sensing that she din really want me to acknowledge her.. however.. after my phone call.. i walked back to the carpark and found her with her grp of frens sitted at a bench.. ok.. when i said she looked different.. i meant that she lost a lot of weight.. and she had tinted her hair blond with strawberry coloured strips.. i remembered i had a short conversation with her.. i cant pin point wat i spoke to her exactly.. but i left the scene with very mixed feelings.. i felt very awkward .. but with a tinch of happiness..

for those who knew me and rachel..and wat happened between us.. would have understood wat i meant.. it was a frenship i really din wanted to lose.. perhaps it was wat she wanted.. afterall.. she had everything to gain and absolutely nothing to lose.. i assumed that i am probably the only party feeling hurt.. maybe at one pt of time when she said that i was her best fren.. doesnt mean as much to her as it did to me..

well.. wat can i say? true frens are hard to find.. a few are as gullible as me.. thinking that i could trust her wholeheartedly.. i dun understand how things could have took a turn so badly.. and how she could have misunderstood my honest words as lies and sarcasms..

rachel.. if u are looking at this.. (although u probably wun..) i just wanted to say.. i nv lied to u.. i believed that as a fren..im not to please u by saying only things u wanted to hear.. or to deceive u..i think sometimes.. a fren should be there to remind u wat’s probably rite and wrong..even if u do not want to face the reality… u may not be happy abt the things i wrote in the last email.. but at the very least.. i was truthful to u.. things u argued abt how i dun understand ur plight becos of our diff upbringing sounded like a joke to me.. i guess… our frenship really din mean much to u huh? and u din noe me enuff to judge me… so i shd forget abt all the happy times we spent and shared..and move on..

i guess u probably cant be bothered abt wat i say or write.. but i just try to remind u again..*ps: return me what u STILL owed me? it has been pending for more than 2 yrs.. thanks "pal"..

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sucky pc show 2005

hai.. im so sian!!! working at the pc show certainly sucks.. the exhibition is a flop.. not much good deals.. not many ppl.. the first two days at the show had a lukewarm crowd.. my work was oso manageable as a result.. But i was so wrong.. today almost killed me haha.. Perhaps i just wasnt used to the long queue after long absence from work.. i din handle the stress very well… too many promos and freebies for the cust.. and sometimes im amazed by my own carelessness..!!

met some unreasonable and irritating cust.. some liked to push their credit card in ur face.. some demanded loads of freebies.. some are just crazy and liked to scold vulgarities.. hai.. i understand their frustration at times… but afterall we are all just presenting the info we have to them.. i think there is no need for some of the cust to attack us personally… we are not empowered to fulfill certain requests… argh…

i just feel really demoralised after i signed up 2 services for a cust.. i am ashamed of my "major blurness".. yet.. i duno how to tell them that i have been writing so many diff promos.. freebies and services that im a little "stoned" already.. we started working at 930am.. finished work at 930pm… we only had 0.5 hr of break time.. hai.. cant they just forgive me for a while? we are only human.. we err.. hai.. sad..

anyway.. i really wasnt feeling too good recently.. working at the show left me very cranky.. haha.. alan would have to bear with me.. physically i was oso not super well.. i mean.. whats up with the slight constipation!?!?! i nv had such a prob b4!!!!! im a gal with high metabolism rate.. haha.. its slowly killing me man.. frustrating..

im only looking forward for a free treat from a bday gal.. but im afraid i will feel constipated hahaha!! in any case.. our day out is definitely gonna be a much enjoyable event than working at the lousy show… haha..

freaking tired..somehow i feel i dun make alot of sense anymore..

*dear bro eugene.. i din see ur comment till today…!! thats almost a mth liao… hope u are doing fine ya? keep in touch..

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